Always been straight, masculine, fairly vanilla and too scared to be adventurous. No experience whatsoever in pleasuring a man. I don't feel like I am a real man though.

I want to become fully feminized, 100% subservient and taught to serve. Ideally looking for someone dominant by nature and older/mature. I'd initially be nervous and wanting to discuss hard limits to be respected, but ultimately I want to be pushed further and further to fully meet your for this to be a male, or a couple with dominant male.

I don't just want a one off D/s play session, and don't want to give some rando a handjob. I want to be trained to obey, learn that my Masters needs are all that matters and become his property. I don't want to deliberately misbehave to get a fun punishment, I want to be fearful of displeasing him and the consequences it brings. I want to work towards giving over all free will, and being unable to say no.

I am married, in a sexless relationship and have family, so discretion is paramount. I understand this will impact on how fully I can devote myself to a Master, but as long as you are willing to accept this, or are in a similar situation, I would love to hear from you!