Pt 6
I got up from the bed, dressed quickly, and went downstairs. I sat at our kitchen table, contemplating what my wife Linda, had just told me. That she’d had a lesbian “encounter” with her best friend (Sally). Not only that, but Sals husband Ade (My best mate), had caught them in the act. He’d fucked his wife, while she had licked and fucked my wife with a vibrator. Then, when his wife had told him that she wanted to watch him fuck MY wife, to his eternal credit, Ade said, he would never fuck my wife behind my back (love him).
Lin came downstairs, she’d also got dressed. She sat next to me holding my hand. A pleading puppy dog look on her face. “Please say something babes.” I was unsure of what to say, my brain was frazzled. Again my thought process was not the best and I spoke without thinking. “I can’t believe he didn’t fuck you!” I immediately regretted saying it. Lin said, “Is that all you’ve got to say!” I apologised. “Sorry babes, but I think you’ll understand, its a lot to think about,” Lin agreed, but clasped my hand. “Take your time, but always remember, I love you with my whole heart.” I leaned towards her and kissed her on the forehead. “I’m going to the gym!”.
I exercised hard but my mind was elsewhere, while contemplating what had happened. I thought, had what Lin had done been so bad? Could I even say she’d been unfaithful? Had she cheated on me, on our relationship? Is sex with another woman, cheating? I felt I needed some more answers. There were two things that bothered me. She’d said she hoped it wouldn’t be the last time she was with Sal. And that she had felt a little disappointed that Ade hadn’t fucked her, when his wife had said she wanted to see him do it! (green light for Ade). Where did that put me? put us as a couple?. Did she still love me? did she want a divorce? Were Sal and my wife going to leave me and Ade, and set up home together? And what about our friendship with Ade and Sal?
After a couple of hours, I walked back into the house. Lin was sat watching TV. She turned to look at me, I could see she’d been crying, her eyes red and puffy. “Sad film?” I said and again instantly regretted it. “No…. Please tell me you still love me.” Lin whispered. I walked up to Lin pulled her from the sofa, wrapped my arms around her and squeezed her tight. “Of course I still love you!” “Have you thought about anything, have you made any decisions, do you want to divorce me.” The words came out of her mouth in a tumble. Lin buried her head into my chest and sobbed like a chastised child. I held her tight as she sobbed, I bent and kissed the top of her head. “You know I love you,” I whispered, “And to answer your questions…. Everything… No and definitely no.” Lin put her arms around my waist and hugged me tightly.
“I do have some questions though” I said. Lin looked up and said, “I’m hungry, do you want anything to eat?” I nodded. We walked to the kitchen and Lin looked in the cupboard and said, “What do you fancy?” “You!” was my immediate answer. Lin smiled at me and said, “What do you want to eat?” “You again” I replied. We settled for beans on toast. After eating, we sat on the sofa. Lin turned off the TV. She spoke, “OK, so you have some questions?” I replied, “Yes a few, first of all, You said you were going to be honest with me at the start, yes.”Lin nodded “I have been honest with you I swear.” “OK.. Ok I believe you, just please, be honest with me now. Don’t tell me what you think I want to hear, tell me the truth. However painful it may be, be honest and we’ll see what happens. But I really do love you wholeheartedly and I do NOT want a divorce”. Lin smiled a cute little smile, her face looked like the world had been lifted from her shoulders. “I will be honest, even if it’s painful for either of us.”
“First” I asked, “Is this the first time you and Sal have….. Got together”“I swear babes, yes it is, I had no idea she liked woman as well as men.” “Have you ever been with another man?” “No, never babes. I love you and I’ve never wanted any other man but you.” A wave of relief washed through me. “So what brought it on today?“ “Honestly I have no idea, Sal just started telling me about going away with the girls. I think she wanted to get it off her chest, a guilt thing and you know, a problem shared and all that.” “Do you wish you’d gone away with them?” “No….. Erm… well maybe.”“Why maybe?” “I like the thought of being away with them, not from a sexual side, just as a having fun thing, I’ve never been away without you…. It would just be something different, you’ve been away loads of times with the rugby club. But I know I couldn’t go if Julie was there”
“OK I get that… You said you wished you’d known that Sal liked woman years ago, before you kissed her yes” “Yes I did, didn’t I” “So this would have happened years ago, if you’d known?“ “I don’t know…. Possibly.” “What makes you say possibly?” “I don’t know!”“Come on babes… I thought we were being honest.”Lin look down at her hands “Then yes, it probably would have.” “So do you have.. Feelings for Sally?” “Well yes, she’s my best friend. She’s very special to me, we share everything.” Lin said. Again my thought process let me down “Yes you do… even sex.” I regretted saying it instantly. Before Lin could answer I apologised. “I guess I deserved that.” Lin said quietly. I spoke again,
“So…… how long have you wanted something to happen between you and Sal?” “It’s not like that!” Lin said forcefully. “Oh Sorry, what is it like then?” “It wasn’t planned, It just happened.” “But you instigated it, you kissed her first.” “Yes, but to be fair it was after she’d asked to shave me.” “How come you said no to that? I would have thought that would have been a signal.” “I wasn’t sure she was serious, I was embarrassed. It was a bit of a shock.” “Did you enjoy it?” Lin thought for a few seconds, “Honestly…. Yes I did.” “Do you want to do it again?” “I’m not sure,”. The realisation that Lin didn’t say no, made me think she did want it to happen again.
“Do you prefer woman to men?” “No, I love you, and I love our sex life but….. I have a bi side that I’ve kept hidden away!” “Is Sal the first woman you’ve been with?” Lin paused, shifted on her chair. She looked at her hands as she was still wringing them…… “No” she said quietly. My heart skipped a beat, and my stomach flipped. “So there’s more?” “Yes… a few.” “A FEW!... How many is a few?” “It’s actually four, including Sal.” “Four!“ I said incredulously. “Well come on.. Tell all” “Alright, but remember, you wanted honesty” My stomach flipped again.
Lin stared at me. “OK.. You remember when I worked at Jacksons, do you remember Jackie?” “I think so, her with the long ginger hair?“ “Yes that’s her. Do you remember, I used to go on nights out with the staff sometimes?….well me and Jackie got quite close for a while.” “Close as in…. You and Sal close?” “Yes, I didn’t know, but she was a full on lesbian… I was oblivious to it, until one of the other girls pointed out that Jackie had the hots for me. I’m sorry babes, but I found it quite exciting that she wanted me.” “So you…. Just once?“ I asked. “No…. A few times.” I thought for a few seconds, “Was it her house you stayed over at one night, cos you were drunk?” “Yes, but I wasn’t really that drunk…. We spent the night together.” “Only the once?” “We only slept together once yes” “But you said a few times?“ “Yes but we only SLEPT together that one time, we….. Had fun a few other times.” “Ever here… in our bed, at our house?” Lin shook her head, “No… Never.”“So, what happened? why did it end?”
Lin looked down at her hands again. “She became fixated with me. She wouldn’t leave me alone. To me, it was a bit of harmless fun, but..“ Lin seemed to steel herself. “But she wanted me to leave you, and move in with her”. Surprisingly I remained calm. “I take it you didn’t want that?” “NO, Never ever! .. I love you, I’ve only ever loved you.” tears welled in her eyes. “It was just a bit of fun!” “Is that why you moved stores?” “One of the reasons, yes…. She begged and pleaded with me not to leave her. She said she loved me, and was going to tell you about us. I lied to her, I said that you knew about us. I told her that we were swingers! She said that was ok, and if it meant she could have me, she’d fuck you as well!” I laughed out loud. “Well you never know!” my filter let me down again. Lin laughed as well, tension relief! But then said, “Really?” the way she said it, was that she was serious. “Well as I’ve always said babes… try anything once, except incest and Morris dancing.” my filter going down in flames. Lin looked at me and raised her eyebrows. I thought I’d better leave that there.
“So there were two others” I asked. “Yes, but not as long lasting as with Jackie, in fact one was a one night stand, the other was a 10 minute…. Fumble.” “Ok, I’m listening.” I said. “Do you remember, I went out with the girls at the new store at Christmas once. You came and picked me up at the nightclub in town?“ “Vaguely” I mumbled. “Well, nothing is ever a secret when woman get talking, especially why someone changed stores. We were all drinking, dancing and been hit on by different blokes, nothing new there! One guy was being a bit of a pest, trying to move in on us. I was dancing with one of the girls, Karen, when he touched my arse.” My blood pressure raised markedly. Lin continued, “I turned round and was going to slap his face. But Karen leaned past me, put her arm around me, and shouted at him; “Oi fuck off, she’s spoken for.” She then kissed me passionately on the lips. The guy disappeared sharpish. I said to Karen, “Nice move!” We both dissolved into fits of laughter.
When we sat down, Karen was a little bit more touchy feely after that. I didn’t stop her and I began to flirt with her too. Nothing outrageous just little touches, knowing smiles, arms brushing against each other, that sort of thing. A bit later, I got up and went to the toilet, Karen followed me. The toilets were packed, but as a cubicle opened, Karen shoved me in. She entered with me, and locked the door. Karen grabbed my face, “I know why you left the other store,” she said, then kissed me hard. I didn’t push her away, In fact, I put my tongue in her mouth. We kissed for a minute or so. We were getting more and more carried away, hands everywhere. Karen moved to kissing and nibbling my ear and neck. She then said the sexist thing a woman has ever said to me. She whispered in my ear, ”I’m not Jackie, I don’t want you to move in with me, I just want to fuck you!”
She pulled my dress up around my waist, and put her hand in my knickers. Within a few seconds, she had two fingers deep inside me. I gripped Karens shoulders, and whispered in her ear, “Yes baby… finger fuck my wet cunt.” She brought me to orgasm within a few minutes. She had to hold me up, as my legs wobbled. I told her to let me go. I sank down onto my haunches pushed her skirt up, pulled her knickers to one side, I buried my mouth into her pussy. I licked and fingered her till her orgasm shot through her”. Lin seemed to be in another world. She suddenly realised what she’d said, “Sorry, I got a bit graphic there.” “It’s fine babe, l asked you to be honest” I said. I also had a huge hard on. “So what happened then” Lin said, “Well surprisingly, nothing. We never did anything more, not even a kiss.” “Did you want to do more?” I asked. “It didn’t bother me that we didn’t… but I would have, if she wanted to”. I pondered for a moment, “Alright the last one”…..
