I'm no stunner but I'm attractive to some people and unattractive to others.
I can't get upset about it when that's exactly how I feel, attracted to some people and not attracted to others.
I know it's tough Petal when your self-esteem is low, but as others have suggested, perhaps meet socially first as it might help you to build your confidence.
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Essex - Exactly what I'm talking about!
Do what I do, assume that they wont fancy you, that way youre not disappointed!
There’s not much I can add that hasn’t already been said several times, Petal. Self esteem is a bugger, and although I’m outwardly gobby and confident, inside I’m mush and am basically a rather shy person. I have learned that swinging isn’t as easy as I thought it was going to be – either getting meets (being a single bloke), or knowing what to say when the time comes, etc, but as time has gone on I’ve realised that in the bigger scheme of things it doesn’t really matter. I am myself now, and if they don’t like what they see, or my odd sense of humour, or the fact I will not have “one for the road†and drink/drive, or won’t send nude pictures including face, don’t cam, etc, etc, so what?
At the moment I can imagine that you would feel dreadful if you went to the effort of turning up gorgeous for a social meet, and felt you were being rejected. So If you can get the Yuk/Yes out of the way up front it might be easier for you. I always prefer to see a picture of the people I am going to meet with for a drink, but sometimes that’s not what the couple want to do, and maybe you wouldn’t be comfortable sending your picture to - lets face it - strangers. I had one meeting without seeing a picture first, and as the couple drove into the pub car park I thought “Feckin’ hell, no wayâ€. Apparently they are quite successful in their swinging, so what doesn’t ring my bell is rattling the clapper nineteen to the dozen for other people.
It goes both ways, of course. Last Friday I sent my mugshot to a couple who contacted me through this site, and that was the last I heard from them. A few years ago it would have bothered me that I didn’t hear anything back, but I think it’s funny now. I go back to what I said above – “so what?†They might have got a laugh from the picture – or at least something to threaten the kids with: “See what you turn out like if you don’t behave?†I’ve tried taking several self portraits, and they’re all shite. I wouldn’t shag me, either.
So getting a “no thanks†might happen to you, Petal, and because you don’t light one person’s candle it’s nothing that is your fault. How the other people react is a result of their personality, not a reflection on you as a person – and if someone made it clear by their attitude that they didn’t like how you looked, haven’t they shown the sort of person they really are, and would you really want to meet someone like that again? Coz if it doesn’t come out on the first meet, that personality trait will surface at some time or other over something trivial. Something I have in my profile is words to the effect of “We meet, we part and then we all decide whether we want to meet againâ€. Should it turn out that the meet doesn’t go well, taking this approach might make you feel less rejected as you won’t be left standing in a pub car park as your meet drives into the darkness having said “Noâ€.
The boot will deffo be on the other foot at some time or other, though. You will meet people that you wouldn’t swing with for a lottery win – ok, bad analogy – but how are you going to let them down? Probably, as you recognise the potential for hurting someone, gently. Not everyone is like that, though, and swinging needs a bit of a tough hide sometimes. I hope you don’t find yourself in the situation where you feel you have to go through with swinging so as not to hurt the feelings of the people you meet.
Umm. I’m waffling. I point that out just in case no one noticed. Did I really type “There’s not much I can add that hasn’t already been said several times, reallyâ€. Nah, I must have imagined typing it.
Ah, Croydon, the town of my birth. I was there for a week earlier in the month, shame we didn’t have the opportunity to meet up – but why would you have wanted to meet a bloke almost exactly twice your age? See, confidence affects us all, me ducks.