J has been away for a week at her Moms. She does this maybe twice a year and though I hate the fact she aint with me, I also realise its about her having some J time and the benefits are many to her and myself.
What I find does my head in is that when she's away I miss her immeasurably but its like nothing i experience with others, Obviously she is a big part of my life so the feeling of something missing is paramount during her time away.
The weirdest thing is that all the time she's away it feels as though i'm breathing but not getting quite enough oxygen. Sort of starts making me feel as if i'm suffocating the chest tightens slowly and my concentration goes and oddly theres a slight feeling of panic deep down.
Picked her up this evening from the train station and i feel a little euphoric. Sort of the feeling you get when you've been to a really good concert or football match, something like that and your running through your evening and thinking about it on the way home.
Rock on J you make me feel 100%
Awwwww Lost that's lovely!
Shes the woman you love mate, thats what it sounds like to me :-)
Ill ring the chip shop and tell em to give you some extra cracklin for your tea tonight to cheer you up.
What a lovely thread!! I thought I might be a bit "bah humbug" today, but reading this has gone some way in restoring a belief in real romance :smitten:
awww lost thats lovely, J is a lucky lady :inlove:
Blimey Lost. Now I love and missed J as well :shock:
Beautiful post :inlove:
How are us singlies going to keep up the bah-humbug-hate-all-that-mushy-stuff 'front' with comments like that, Lost? You've got me feeling all sentimental. You lucky couple!
I feel the same way about bmw, he`s away at the moment, then home for only a week before he`s off again, thing is i miss him as soon as i leave him, we chat every night but just knowing he`s out of reach makes it so much worse
6 months waiting to be with rose then only one night apart since and i hated that ,,was in hospital and the nurses wouldnt let her join me ..damn national health
staggy happy valentines rose xxs
