Sorry this has came a bit late steel, only just noticed the thread.
So sorry to hear about your you loss hun not a nice thing to lose someone so close,
I'm sure he's looking down upon you smiling and happy knowing how much your feel for him, he will never be gone babe he will always be in your heart and one day you will get to face him once again.
shaz x
steel our deepest sympathies are with u met u many times and always looked as u as a gr8 fella chin up from us xxx