So for years now I have wondered where I’m heading with my sexual desires and needs, so I’m going to try and write some of my thoughts and realities of life with Rachel my wife down to see what sense I can make of it. So let's start off to where Rachel and I are at right now. We are currently a cuckold couple as to my understanding of the term cuckold, Rachel has a regular boyfriend we see about once a month and also sees...