We always prefered someone our age as a couple, but now its only me i'd say older.
Thank you very much, i don't want to go into details and i know that makes it very hard to understand my post. All i can say is we were a very secure couple and in a moment of 'madness' maybe there were some stresses at that time we didn't see nor put aside while swinging.
I have never felt so wretched if thats the right word, i feel we have lost our social life due to my stupidity. I'm not going to make any rash decisions i have just felt very alone for a while in my thoughts.
Thank you for the wise words they make perfect sense its just been a little hard not being able to speak to anyone.
Goodnight.
To get straight to the point i fell in love/lust with our regular swinging partner, its now over (secret meetings i don't need to tell you the details) but i feel we can never swing again as its lost its appeal and thats my biggest loss as well as my/our partner.
I'm not sure what i'm asking all i know is i can't knock on my neighbours door and talk it over but it is getting me down a bit.
I'm the female partner by the way and realise i took it a step way too far.
Sorry should say we are in our 30's and attractive
For tonight!!
Must be clean, professional and above all fun!
We can't accomodate but can travel within the merseyside area.