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rocky__horror
Over 90 days ago
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Orgasminator
http://www.swingingheaven.co.uk/swingers-forum/viewtopic/18003.html
A BIG sorry to Frank
And now, the end is near, and so I face the final curtain,
My friends I'll say it clear, I'll state my case of which I'm certain
I feel that life goes on and we must choose our given highway,
And yet we can renew and so that's my way.
Regrets, I had a few, and some again I would not mention,
I did what one must do and ask for all to give abstention,
I wish I could have said I planned each word without regretting..
For some were done in haste and quite upsetting.
Yes there were times I'm sure you knew,
When I bit off more than I could chew,
But through it all, when I had doubts,
I laughed it off and typed it out,
I faced it all, and had a ball,
And did it my way.

Well I did say I was kinda thinking about being a rebel??? I wanted to make my own statement about Rocky Horror and who he had become. I liked part of him, but some of his posts were not well thought out or planned that well? He had become an alligator...little ears and big mouthed! Always being that bit different too, I am posting the LAST one as him, on 999, just to say a big NAR NAR NE NAR NAR, to those who feel being godlike is where I ever really wanted to become? I dont know how Mark and the gang do the deleting bit, so I leave it upto him. I am happier in killing off Rocky Horror, as I have outgrown him, and find the new me to be a bit more thought out. If you want to say byebye to Rocky, do it on this post as I will NOT reply on threads as him, else the 999 bit will not be made? I guess if you DO want to pm, then I would ask mark to keep the pm side open until 9pm tonight, when the old me will be gone? So if your reading this AFTER 9pm tonight, cinderella HAS left the building!
Can someone please sticky this until just after 9pm wednesday night...just for the lateworkers? I just dont want the fact I went without saying tat tar be my calling card, and hope you can all follow the yellow brick road to your dreams...
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Tennis, medicine or foot seems to spring to mind to me, but then I am a bit on the loony side of the fence?
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Still think it was all started by Andy Pandy, Big Ted and looby loo in THAT basket, but RAINBOW was a classic. When they sold off the props, Geoffrey actually bought a pile of them including I think the Bungle suit?
Still classic television
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I have met MANY people who are FULL OF SHIT, but never actually met anyone who would want to insert someone elses? Weird folk? I MUST be getting old...!
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Cold things tend to be 'stiffer', where as hot things get droopy? Well it does with my yorkie anyhow? redface
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Aint i the sweet talker? Did I say I had two feet...? I know smutty bugger aint I.... wink
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No mate..it is sods law. I dont trust computers, because of glitches on powerlines and timeouts. i would suggest you copy/paste advert into word and type answer as you go. Delete the advert part and copy/paste your reply THEN get online to answer and paste? then if you loose it all, you can just copy/paste again? that is how I do it anyhow...lost a few posts myself and it is bloody annoying!
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Part of it is to do with the fact many fob off the godlike thingy, and some just blank you, or seem to. Thanks for the 'thanks' Alex, I still do send my thoughts your way for your sister, because that is me in the end. I will not disapear, but it is the oncoming 1000 that gets closer, and I dont ponder on my input on here, but what is within me. I do welcome the chat and friends I have on here VERY MUCH, but it often feels to me I have adopted a persona that came to me too quickly, and before I knew it, I am almost well into the highest posters. I just find it great on here, but sometimes I feel like a bodysnatcher and want to be released? I could be teetering on insanity...maybe?
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steve...
the avitar looks scary...!
Your head and hand just 'appear', without no body? Are you a cross-bred man/sofa????
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Neil old bean I love ya! I think in the pm you sent after, along with Davej, it made sense about what I had put and how difficult it was to portray. Judy hun...thanks too for the words. To everyone else, I am not really packing it all in, just toying with possibles. Rocky Horror is who I was when I came on, and I am not going to disapear, though some may well wish it, more a double edged blade, and just my own ideals. If you have noticed I constantly change avitars and quotes, like someone trying to find themself? It is just not me, being in a set way, a set persona so to speak. Their are only three ways I will get off here, one is to find I am not really wanted, which has to be a bit like being the orgre in shrek...and the other is to be banned, and the last is to just stop...! I think neil and davej hit many nails in pm, and maybe I am not alone in my thoughts of becoming or evolving to someone more ME.
Like I said to many it will appear to be bollox or to some maybe an attempt to have the sympathy treatment, which I do respect, but I am not trying to get a back slapping and it will be all ok's. I do love most people on here, and find most posts great to read, and I like to join in, but sometimes Rocky Horror does tire me in his/my input? I know, you are thinking 'we have a psycho here', well I have always been loopy, but maybe their are more out their who sometimes think i would rather have been known as....? Being part of a couple and assuming seperate identities has become the norm now, and I think they too need 'their' own persona....? I guess it is a tune in to see what happens train of thought, but for now, sigh, i am still undecided to what/where it goes.....
LOL
ME confused:
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I dunno if it is just me, or me being stupid? I am/have never been into being set in my ways, always the anarchist so to speak. Bending rules, fighting the system, you know? I have noticed, as time goes on here, you sort of find folk drift away from you, when you get on so long for such fun...and sometimes it sort of hurts. Maybe I come over all too strong and matter of factly at times. I know, like a few of us do, I get right on some peoples tits, metaphorically so to speak, but that is life..I accept that. It has been said many times posting multiple times appears to some to be a status. I am not really into being anything but me. I like to be the lune, the fool, the one who takes serious posts and can have a laugh with many. I often try to help when I cant do much, but hey that is me, trying at least.
I have recently spoken to a friend on here about just becoming someone new, the anarchist again, and dissapearing at 999 posts, but pondered on the fact that it may appear to be odd to some? I have always respected the really old timers on here, but I feel at times to be someone different, like a new person? I wondered if anyone else thought this way, ever? Maybe it is my age, my time of the month, the blues, the yellows or whatever??? Maybe it is just me thumb on nose again to the system, where I can take what i have learnt, and apply it differently. I just like a good old flirt and laugh on here, but some take it all to serious, and the odd jibe or snidy comment, Pm or lack of even an 'hello', does make me think about the earlier post of not being visible sometimes. It all may be bollox to some of you reading this, but I am often like a phoenix, renewing myself, and staleness is something that gets to me in the end. the masked balls really livened me up, and made me realise the anarchist from my youth is still alive. So any 'old' timers ever feel this way, or is it just me talking crap AGAIN...?
Off for tonight, but HOPING someone answers with an idea
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I like to wear them on my head the best...but I am a fruit..? Crotchless offer the most visibility, but common Y fronts can damage your nose and the leg parts fit snug over your ears. Boxers are a definate no-no as you keep falling over.
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It used to be my favorite trick, in a factory I worked in, to introduce a 'word' to conversations over and over again. You can actually get people to repeat it without them realising, it is so funny.
Words like beginning the sentance with 'actually', or 'basically', but to keep saying it constantly, and lots of folk will take it on...! Go on, be a devil, cos you know ya wanna!
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an old addage is to walk b4 you run. Everyone is welcome, but more polite to get to know folks.... new faces are ok, but accept we get loads of weird people on here, and that is just the regulars...!
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OOOOh...
Your a saucy mare aint yah....!
It sounds a bit too much like kiss and tell to me.... redface
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Chill out dude, and remember to put a pillow at the back of the headboard...
Ah the memories of being home with mummy and daddy... lol
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Ya cant beat a good old google from time to time, unless you feel a bit powsh..and use Jeeves old bean... lol
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I was going to make a comment about something else in the same vein, but thought better of it...for once....!
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I bet if WBB had her own plate on, it would have fecking BIG spotlights on the front...! wink